ShiZo
06-12-2010, 16:27
Това са доста.... мм.. кофти моменти от живота ми, като цяло. Аз рядко пиша заради хубав повод, но се случва. English защото.. е по-емоционален език.. по-звучен и по-красив.. Не съм патриот очевидно, но не парадирам с отричането на българският.. Просто не ми харесва за музика, поезия и кино.
ПП: вероятно има доста грешки..
Аgain and again..and everything just as same..
Dullness ..
Darkness..
trying to catch me again..
trying to recreate the bad scent of loss on me..
but i'll defend myself.
I have the strength to do that..
I think I do..
though one glimpse of what happened..
or what could happen..
can cut the distance so fast..
so I'd fail..
Even on the edge of crying ..
I still think that i can escape..
I want to..
cuz' I don't have the power to feel helpless anymore..
So easy..
It's so easy for me to hate.. just comes naturally..
I'm sick of bullshit.
How was your day?
I never cared!
What do you think?
Why would i want to know?
You're in pain..ah..
Well, it's about time you learn to deal with it on your own.
How you feel?
Keep it to yourself..
I don't need your pain to become mine..
I have enough already, thank you.
"Oh, you're full of shit!"
Don't be mad, i'm not that bad..
When I need you, be sure to say the same,
I'm no hypocrite, i'll appreciate you not being one too.
"You think you're so different!"
Yes..almost as different as every person on this Planet..
except.. you may have weird thoughts once in a while,
which may bug you a little, because they are a bit unconventional.. in a scary way..
Well i'm pent up by the nightmarish introversion my mind creates, 24/7...
You can try walking in my shoes,
but living in my head is somewhere you wouldn't want to be..
It's funny in a way..
But..
Personally I honestly think..
i tend to be the worst person
I've ever met..
LOVE
I just felt the itch to tell the world how i feel..
Because it's a wonderful feeling..
It's an everyday deep,emotional heart feast.
It's nothing like any other feeling on the planet.
It.. is something that some may not experience in this life. And i'm really fully ready to die, having almost tree years of bliss with this amazing person.
When i met him for the first time.. it took me no more than 2 minutes to feel the way that my oldest friends make me feel. It's like I've known him for centuries and yet again.. I'm fascinated with every word that comes from his mouth.
I'm like him in many ways. I'm him. I'm in him.
I feel his thoughts..
Each time I catch a glimpse of his eyes, i stop breathing ..
Every time when he puts his hand over mine.
When he kisses my bare shoulder..
when he breathes and the warm air pecks at my neck..
When he's just standing, smoking a cigarette..
when he knows just what I am about to say..
and no..he's the most A-romantic person i have ever met,
but he knows just who I am..
He appreciates me..
He is Me and I am Him.
Tangled in his gaze, i find it easier to talk, no words leaving my mouth..
Cause he knows.. he knows everything..
And I know.. that he is my everything..
We have tough times, of course.
Every single day as a matter of fact.
Some would say that this relationship is not a healthy one.
Too much tears, too much fighting.
I wouldn't describe my life with him like that. Ever.
That's just another tiny speck forming the most beautiful real love that i doubted that existed.
All the best i can wish to You..
is to Be Me.
ПП: вероятно има доста грешки..
Аgain and again..and everything just as same..
Dullness ..
Darkness..
trying to catch me again..
trying to recreate the bad scent of loss on me..
but i'll defend myself.
I have the strength to do that..
I think I do..
though one glimpse of what happened..
or what could happen..
can cut the distance so fast..
so I'd fail..
Even on the edge of crying ..
I still think that i can escape..
I want to..
cuz' I don't have the power to feel helpless anymore..
So easy..
It's so easy for me to hate.. just comes naturally..
I'm sick of bullshit.
How was your day?
I never cared!
What do you think?
Why would i want to know?
You're in pain..ah..
Well, it's about time you learn to deal with it on your own.
How you feel?
Keep it to yourself..
I don't need your pain to become mine..
I have enough already, thank you.
"Oh, you're full of shit!"
Don't be mad, i'm not that bad..
When I need you, be sure to say the same,
I'm no hypocrite, i'll appreciate you not being one too.
"You think you're so different!"
Yes..almost as different as every person on this Planet..
except.. you may have weird thoughts once in a while,
which may bug you a little, because they are a bit unconventional.. in a scary way..
Well i'm pent up by the nightmarish introversion my mind creates, 24/7...
You can try walking in my shoes,
but living in my head is somewhere you wouldn't want to be..
It's funny in a way..
But..
Personally I honestly think..
i tend to be the worst person
I've ever met..
LOVE
I just felt the itch to tell the world how i feel..
Because it's a wonderful feeling..
It's an everyday deep,emotional heart feast.
It's nothing like any other feeling on the planet.
It.. is something that some may not experience in this life. And i'm really fully ready to die, having almost tree years of bliss with this amazing person.
When i met him for the first time.. it took me no more than 2 minutes to feel the way that my oldest friends make me feel. It's like I've known him for centuries and yet again.. I'm fascinated with every word that comes from his mouth.
I'm like him in many ways. I'm him. I'm in him.
I feel his thoughts..
Each time I catch a glimpse of his eyes, i stop breathing ..
Every time when he puts his hand over mine.
When he kisses my bare shoulder..
when he breathes and the warm air pecks at my neck..
When he's just standing, smoking a cigarette..
when he knows just what I am about to say..
and no..he's the most A-romantic person i have ever met,
but he knows just who I am..
He appreciates me..
He is Me and I am Him.
Tangled in his gaze, i find it easier to talk, no words leaving my mouth..
Cause he knows.. he knows everything..
And I know.. that he is my everything..
We have tough times, of course.
Every single day as a matter of fact.
Some would say that this relationship is not a healthy one.
Too much tears, too much fighting.
I wouldn't describe my life with him like that. Ever.
That's just another tiny speck forming the most beautiful real love that i doubted that existed.
All the best i can wish to You..
is to Be Me.