just thoughts

Taka .. tova go pisah predi vreme ..ei taka prosto si izlqh mislite iii reshih sega da go postna prosto za da vidq kakvo vi e mnenieto .Ochakvam kritiki ..shtoto imam namerenie da go prerabotq i ochakvam malko pomosht ot vas ... ako ne e problem

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I loved you much
I loved you more than anything
but it didn't work out between us
and i blamed myself
what did I do wrong?
i didn't know
and i still don't..
You just played me
and i let you do it
over and over again
why?
I didn't know
and I still don't
the only thing I knew was that
you were my everything ...and without having you
I had nothing.
And that pain I felt when I saw you
passing by me.. looking at me sometimes
but seeing nothing... like looking through a piece of glass ,
like i was not there,
-that pain was killing me inside,
tearing me slowly apart
And when you actually saw me
You acted like you didn't know me
why?
I didn't know ..
and still don't...
You said you loved me..
how could I believe ..?
these were just words,
didn't come from your heart.
You were like a kid,
playing its game.....smiling ,having fun,
not thinking what this laughter could cause!
why?
I didn't know..
and still don't!
Yes ,I was weak ,cause every time I was looking at you
I was feeling something i hadn't felt before-
it was like the whole world disappered
and it was only you and me ..
-me ,standing speechless and out of breath
and you , standing there just being gorgeous!
But that was long ago
and even though you hurt me
I can not hate you
but i can not love you either,
loving you is just too painfull.
In my heart there's a mark
that mark is your name and it will always be there.
Maybe I just wasn't good enough
but you didn't let me prove I was.
why?
I'll never know!

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mi kato za na4alo opravi pyrviq red 6toto ni6to ne zna4i trqbva da e ne6to ot tipa i love u so much ili i love u so