LOST EMOTION
I’m sitting all alone
With the headache on my own
Wondering if I …
ever asked you why
I’m sinking down and cry
But there’s no tears inside
The punishment is bless
But my life’s a mess
I made my last efforts
I lost my last resorts .
Your image printed on my mind
Eyes closed –I’m blind
Your kiss upon my lip
Eyes closed – I slip
One more rainy night
There is nothing bright
My soul can’t stand the fight
There’s no more light
A thought of past
I hope it is the last
The memory I’m eager to avoid
But unable to resist
Is another piece of future
A lie that I dismissed
One more night of madness
One more day of hate
I wish I was brainless
I despise my fucking fate.
There’s nothing left of me
I can’t breath, I can’t see
My eyes are burning in a misty tear
I have no feelings … I can’t fear
I look around the empty spaces
There are no friendly faces
I shut myself into a cell
Tight and hot – I’m living hell
It stings inside – never let go
I am asleep – I slowly fall.
А blink of lost emotion
A time of lonely pray
A smile of torn devotion
A sight throughout the gray
My endless path is closed
My love – forgotten cause
There’s a storm inside my head
A blaze of anger is all I have !




SMILE HAPPY ENJOY MY PAIN


A passive feeling went down my spine and slowly turned into a ghost
I drink another glass of whine trying to forget what I have lost
An ice cold breath throughout the air makes me shiver, makes me fear
I can see you, smell you, feel you ; you are so near – I love you my dear .

Your face looks tired, but your lips are smiling I can see your snow white teeth
A silent thought and noisy laugh , my mouth can’t talk , my lungs can’t breath
An intense expression on your face made the frost of sadness go away
And all I have is now unseen and all I can is die and pray

Your smile is perfect , your cheeks are warm but I can’t kiss them – i am gone
You decided not to speak , you broke me – I was so weak , I can’t reborn
You smiled happy at my pain , that brought you power, wisdom, reign
I’m not a victim, but I’m drained – I’m immortal – you laughed in vain!


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